Me at church... again.

Somebody please explain to me how this is happening in a church?! I thought church was the ONE place in the world that I could leave behind all my social brands and be ME.
But noooo... the cliches and bulling/neglect is even worse at church! you know why? because its more ironic... to be a mean person and go to church at the same time... its not like I dont try to make freinds... its they dont like me for some reason... why dont people like me? </3